for those of you who still read my xanga.. I'M GOING TO VENT.
yes i know.. its 3 AM.
but thats why im VENTING.
working an 8 hour day on a saturday at the OB isnt exactly relaxing. its kind of actually stressful and exhausting.
so i get off of work at 11 to find a text message sent to me at 6:30 ( DINNER TIME AT ANY restuarant i know of) saying "is it ok if i have people over tonight"
WELL I GUESS ITS OK... im sure when i get home people will be over regardless of me sending a message back. of course im not going to be able to respond to a text at 6:30 on a saturday night... its prime time of CHAOS.
so of course i get home and there are guys playing POKER.. yah what a surprise. i love all of them dearly.. but i would rather just be cuddled up with my boyfriend and fall asleep with him.
so i decide to hang out with them for a couple hours.. and then i decided to ATTEMPT to go to sleep.
well two and a half hours later HERE I AM.
of course i cant fall asleep with people LAUGHING, and talking LOUD. so after about an hour or so of laying in my bed. i text t.c. "will u come here" he comes in... i told him i couldnt fall asleep and he knows I CANT Fall asleep when he isnt in bed with me. it happens all the time. i just cant help it. so he says... well im almost done with this game.. i'll be in a few minutes.
UM... its been an hour.
as long as he is happy.. RIGHT ?!?!
so t.c. also knows i have planned for us to go christmas shopping tomorrow. but as the looks of it.. i'll probably be spending the day christmas shopping by MYSELF.
t.c. is just a little drunk... and he keeps repeating " ok.. i have to go shopping tomorrow all day"
well since he is complaining about it so much, then ahhh...
FORGET ABOUT IT.
ahhh.. im just SOOOOO frustrated.
frustration is really beginning to happen a lot for me.
this sucks ! |